Dear Diary,
Will I be lonely forever?
Will I love again?
Do I Know what Love is?
When will this emptiness go away?
Why haven't I gone crazy I stay in my room day in day out not seeing any one? Or am I going crazy?
I dont think any one understands me.
The Tears come back every once in awhile. Like now.
Why Me?
I'm a good genuine person with a BIG heart.
I'm tired of people suggesting I lower my standards & settle. That won't make me happy. How dare They.
I'm Unhappy here.
I feel I Don't Belong here.
No one really handled my delicate heart with care.
When I'm around people in public I'm full of Life, but little do they know I feel like I'm Dying inside.
Am I being too dramatic? Or hitting the nail on the head?
I'm glad I'm not suicidal.
I want/Need a Therapist.
Help!!!
Sincerely Yours,
I know these words all to well! And I can say it's going to get better! First you need to move the hell out of Jackson & back to society! jk jk but trust me that love and some one that is going to treat you, listen to you, take care of you the way you want is out there. Don't ever lower your standards! But I know I don't have to tell you that twice. But lower your walls if someone does come and they want to come inside. Cus perfect men arent real and real men arent perfect. Just know that when you least expect it it'll happen. I love you!!
ReplyDeleteWow never would I have known you felt this way I mean when I see you all I see is a beautiful happy black positive woman and I am happy That GOD has allowed me to see in my life time so love the only thing I can say is Never give up keep FAITH in GOD and not Man and let him led you the right way also sometimes we need someone to say something special to so I will make sure to do so and if you need a Ear or a arm I am here and I done expect anything in return..... NOW THIS IS A REAL MAN FOR U.
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