Dear Diary,

Dear Diary,

Will I be lonely forever?

Will I love again?

Do I Know what Love is?

When will this emptiness go away?

Why haven't I gone crazy I stay in my room day in day out not seeing any one? Or am I going crazy?

I dont think any one understands me.

The Tears come back every once in awhile. Like now.

Why Me?

I'm a good genuine person with a BIG heart.

I'm tired of people suggesting I lower my standards & settle. That won't make me happy. How dare They.

I'm Unhappy here.

I feel I Don't Belong here.

No one really handled my delicate heart with care.

When I'm around people in public I'm full of Life, but little do they know I feel like I'm Dying inside.

Am I being too dramatic? Or hitting the nail on the head?

I'm glad I'm not suicidal.

I want/Need a Therapist.

Help!!!

Sincerely Yours,

Lil Wayne Says NO to Dark Skinned Children!?!

   IF You have listened to Waynes' hits then you know what type of women he likes.  "Long hair, Thick RED BONE" and a beautiful Black woman, "I Bet That B*tch Look Better Red".  We have all heard and recited Lil Wayne's lyrics referring to light skinned women.  But have we really analyzed it?  Have we even taken into consideration how offensive that really IS or can be?  We brush them off because their just "lyrics" recited by Wayne '1 Of The Best Rappers Alive' & in Hip Hop he can DO NO wrong.  Are we supporting our favorite rappers who discriminate against Beautiful BLACK Chocolate WOMEN?  Is it Not shocking that a chocolate man birthed from a Beautiful Black Woman wouldn't even consider dating, let alone Conceiving with an Ebony Lady?  No dark women equates to NO DARK children!! "My Daughter is the first and last dark skin child I'm having.  The rest of my baby moms light skinned chicks.  I even got an Asian baby moms to make sure I have a daughter with good hair.  Too bad we had a son."  The Ignorance in this is appalling.  How is that suppose to make Reginae feel?   Will she be opposed to dating a Brown skin man like her dad when she's older? And will Wayne's sons follow in his footsteps?? 

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What are your Thoughts on Wayne & Black men in general opposed to dating "Dark Skin" BLACK Women??  Leave a comment, Let me know!

Delicious Diamond: KEYSHIA DIOR (muah)

Urban model and Stylish Sensation Keyshia Dior has Blessed us with her Lips. Before I promote Miss Dior I have to share with you ALL why I'm down with her and why I support her. There have always been beautiful models who graced videos & magazines, but none whom I felt I could relate to. I had yet to see a beautiful woman who exerted class when I saw them and wasn't all about taking back shots of their ASS.  I needed a model who wasn't mediocre whos' Style & SWAG was sickening. I had yet to see it, & if it wasnt done before I hit the scene I would have to change things. However she was blessed with the opportunity before I, which is fine, she's paving the way for me. When Keyshia made her way on the scene i made an IMMEDIATE connection with her. FINALLY, finally someone I can relate to who can be of some imspiration. A LADY calling her OWN shots, styling herself for mags, vids, & events. Branding herself for something way beyond modeling. The Epitome of a BOSS chick not afraid to be daring & take risks. Truelly Inspiring!!
Keyshia stepped her cookies up even higher releasing her Lipstick line "Secret Kisses" available for pre-order just in time for Christmas! Her line offers a variety of 15 different Hawt colors with creative names such as "Foil", "Naked", "It's a girl" and "Seductive" (both Photoed below) just to name a few.





www.secretkisseslipstick.com/shop/
The line will be available in stores Valentines Day weekend, its No Secret! Ladies, You can thank me later! :* (muah)

Cortez Bryant is 'So Glad he went to J.S.U.'

New Orleans native Cortez Bryant pays respect to his Dear ol College home. Young Money's co-president and manager of the labels' artist Lil Wayne, Drake, & Lil Twist can partially thank his Alma Mater for his fame & fortune. Before the hectic schedules, long days, late nights,and months of touring "Tez" was somewhat your Average Joe attending Jackson State University and participating in the Marching Band. "I had a band scholarship at Jackson State University (in Jackson, Mississippi). It got me out of the city; I never thought that would happen" Bryant is a "well known figure in the entertainment industry" who's success was not overnight,and because of that, his story has inspired me. The Mass Comm Major and ART Minor speaks candidly in a interview on how attending Jackson State made an impact on his life. Cortez Bryant is so glad he went to JSU, hopefully I'll be able to say the same thing too. Click the link for the interview  www.celebrityaccess.com/members/profile.html?id=545

If your mom was Single how would YOU want a Man to treat her?

There have been plenty of guys who've shown interest in me, and TELL me how they're not like every other man and I should give them a shot. From the jump they show me they're not too different from the rest of them. I don't know what it is, but guys court women ALL wrong. Now it could be that they just want "THAT Thing" , which is normally easy to be detected. But if they so claim that they want to be My bestfriend or potential spouse, they go about it INCORRECTLY. I don't know if it is because A) they haven't dated a woman of my intelligence and standards B) they're "young" & considered immature because they're between the ages of 21-26 or C) they don't know any better & are Just ignorant when it comes to courtship. Or Maybe D) all of the above.

Im disgusted and disappointed in these guys' lack of Knowledge when it comes to women/LADIES who know their worth. If you want a Lady it's going to take some effort, to show that you even deserve her. For Example: Kicking it at the house for a first date is Whack, cheap, thoughtless & in my opinion INAPPROPRIATE. And if that's all a guy inquires is going over her house or inviting her over his, that courtship is OVER! If you are bringing up sex and asking explicit questions and you haven't taken her out, not only is that Inappropriate it is quite the turn off. And THAT courtship, is over!!For a man courting a woman from long distance there's plenty he could do to keep her interested if she's really into him. Consistent chivalrous acts will show he is serious about his interest in her. And if a man wants to see a woman, no matter how far, mileage will never be a issue.
Men: How would you feel if a man showing interest in your Lovely mother only wanted to chill in the house, never wanted to take her out and wine And Dine her?? Would you want your mother to be with a man that didn't put forth an effort, who didn't invest in her? I sure hope NOT! If men would Just take that into consideration Maybe they'll get a little further with women. 8 Ounces of Consistency and Considerstion 2 cups of Respect 1 cup of Chilvalry, 4 Tablespoons of Honesty, and 3 Teaspoons of Thoughtfulness are major ingredients to a Successfull Courtship! (in my opinion)

If for a moment you are un sure of how to go about dating a LADY just consider "If Your Mom was single how would you want a man to treat her?"

Pink Awareness

So I saw a handful of my followers tweet how anxious they were to cop @NickiMinaj 's new pink lipstick that recently came out Friday & decided to share the following: Majority of you ladies may know that our chick Onika Maraj paired up with MAC Cosmetics to create her own lipstick "Pink 4 Friday" in honor of her new album. The lipstick was available for Purchase Nov 26, and because it is a Limited Edition it will only be available for the next 4 Fridays, ONLY on MACs website. (which according to the site, Due to high demand, is SOLD OUT!! Check back Next Friday) retailed at $14.50.
MY Opinion: The Lip color is Hawt, there's no doubting that, however that particular shade of Pink isn't for everybody! Everyone Can NOT pull it off! Alot of y'all are quick to buy the lipstick but don't even know what it looks like on, & whether or not it compliments your skin complexion. I suggest going to the Mac counter & find The right shade of Pink for you! I recently purchased Saint Germain a lipstick by MAC, I adore it.

Its a tad bit lighter than Nicki's color. (it reminds of Pepto Bismol color) Its a very BOLD Bright Dramatic lipstick. )I tone it down with Victoria Secrets' lipgloss "Baby Doll") Maybe some of you All will like it on aswell. I've seen @blacchyna_mia talk about it and decided to try it out.em>

Chyna's a well known dancer at King Of Diamonds, a Gentlemens club in Miami. She Became more recognized from Drake shouting her out "Call up King of Diamonds and tell Chyna it'll be worth the flight" She recently got casted as Nicki Minaj's Stunt double in the music video for "Monster" Look out for her when that debut's and cop #pinkFridayhoe .. Pink Awareness

"Weeping may endure for a Night, But JOY comes in the Morning"

It breaks my heart to see strangers hurting and in pain (whether physically, mentally, or emotionally) let alone people whom are dear to me. I pray at night, that God give those that i care for (as well as those that need it ) the strength to overcome obstacles in which they feel are unbearable and possibly unfixable. I couldn't help but be anything less than inspired to write this entry by friends whom have recently been tested by Lifes' harsh realities. From an Ex mourning the loss of his grandmother, a friend having a fluctuating, unhealthy relationship with her parents, a friends' betrayal from a loved one, as well as another friends' financial instability. WE have ALL been knocked on our knees before, but we must remember we're in the perfect position to pray. As I remind others that there are many reasons to live to see another day, (primarily knowing that 'HIS' favor Lasts a lifetime) I have to remind myself of this as well. Mariah Carey "Fly like a Bird" snaps me back into reality every time.. Reminds me .."Weeping may endure for a Night, But JOY... comes in the Morning" - Psalm 30:5